I generally give out the impression that I care when I am so ephemeral that I genuinely do not pay attention and even if I do it is lost in a snap, I’m mutable, my worrying about other people is permanent only if I am permanent with them, and they even, knowing me, understand that I’m very moonstruck and I’ve never thought of it, I would be maybe bothered by this attitude of mine but weirdly enough, they don’t care, when they talk about it they laugh is if it is something familiar to them to accept, I love them. But if the snap happens with someone that is not them, that’s permanent. I won’t care and if there is a snap it means I never did. I am really annoyed by people that talk about care and love when there is none personally given, it’ looks like you are trying to onvince yourself and me and the whole universe that smth is there when it’s not I know all the reasons why but still, when you see me negative and you insist on me having imaginary hidden feelings of care or attention for you you are just making yourself appear ridiculous and you’re never moving on. Sorry but I won’t be doing this forever. Analysis or knowledge are miles away from understanding and care.